Morning Thoughts

A cold numb feeling woke me up this morning. My arm was under my head in a bad position and outside the cozy warmth of my comforter. I have been sleeping for 8 hrs now , a thought that got me immediately out of the bed.

It was dark and cold outside. Relativeness is a serious mind-stopper , so could not decide it was cold enough for my loved ones were at far colder regions. Nevertheless , decided to go out for a cup of coffee at the K-circle . Hot coffee in the cold morning wind was a reasonable invitation to attempt shed the unending back-to-bed desire.

Having finished giving a quick glance at my mailbox I put on my heavy hooded jacket and trousers and ventured out into the fading darkness. It was misty and windy outside . The store keeper remarked "that would help opening your eyes" as I finished my transaction. Outside the store the roads were empty and occasionally noisy with cars drifting by. I have always liked this feeling of cars going by . It gives me a reason to believe in direction in life even when sometimes when I think macro , I lose track of direction. People fighting people in all possible actions , for something better , a feeling rising out of the mind . Every possible human action is mind driven with the urge for a better feeling. A thought that sometimes make me think about the vulnerability of the human mind n kind and if we are prisoners of ourselves.

Nobody gives a dam about the vastness of the universe , about the fact that if a small change of thermodynamics occurs in the universe , nothing remains ...all our laws, emotions , knowledge , wealth. Yet we still are led or made to fight for things we would not probably use effectively in our whole lifetime ...by our own mind ...by mind that affect our minds by various forms of communications

I guess I am not making sense in this rambling . Lets get back to work, it will make me feel better !!